Some years ago the breakdown of the most serious relationship of my life (till then) was the beginning of a self-exploration trip that took me to the farest borders of my existence. I lived and died to find out that we have so much to see, so many things we don’ t know anything about ourselves, God, the universe, our own lives. I don’ t say that my truth is THE TRUTH, I just say that there is a truth beyond all the material world beyond what we see with our own external eyes which at the beginning brought me a lot of fear that I was loosing it and may I did for a while but then I realized the line between what is true and what isn’ t comes from inside “what do you want to be truth?”.
It is as if we have all agree that what we see is true even though we don’t like it and we desire something completely different and the only thing that keeps us from having that other thing that we desire is our own selves. Thousands of thoughts hidden prevent us from conquering our own truth and most of all fear , that incomprehensible, once you face and talk with that, emotion that is behind everything, not in a clear way but subconsciously. The ultimate fear is that we can’t handle happiness and joy because we don’ t know how it is to be real happy and joyful completely, in every sense of the way , in every cell of your body. We just know how it is to have something and be joyful, to do something and be happy, everything comes with a condition but we don’ t know how to just be happy and because we don; t know it we assume that it is impossible, that this situation doesn’ t exist, and that is most likely a dream and thousands others excuses that keep us from “going” from one stat of being to the other. Just by jumping in it, so simple.
I know what your reaction will be, I predict it. All this is another talk, a wishful thought, but this is exactly what I am talking about, this precise thought is the excuse not to do that not to believe that. We tend to believe everything the TV, the media serve us for truth about cosmos, but we don’ t try the simpliest, just jump to the state that is called joy without anything in return. Just say I am in peace with everything, I accept everything just as it is and it is ok that it bothers me, I accept even that and see what happens. I accept the pain that comes along with the truth, even that particularly that and see how liberating it feels.
The healing comes slowly and it finds you in those moments of silence when you don’ t listen anything and your body and consciousness just exist peacefully together in harmony. THAT IS PEACE !! You finally are happy because you are peaceful and you radiate it ant that brings PEACE AROUND YOU AS WELL. TRY BEFORE YOU DENY IT. !!!